Did you ever have the feelin' That you wanted to go And still had the feelin' that you wanted to stay?
It is so hard to leave — until you leave. And then it is the easiest goddamned thing in the world.
This is not a case of, "I came in this world alone "and I'm going out of it alone," or anything dumb like that. I did not come in this world alone, my mom was there. And I am not going out of it alone, 'cause you are there, drunk on the couch, making Oscar Wilde cock jokes.
Anywhere you go,
All roads still lead to.
It’s harder than you know?
To be led back to.
I couldn't take it, couldn't stand another minute
Couldn't bear another day without you in it.
All of the joy that I had known for all my life
Was stripped away from me the minute that you died.
To have you in my life was all I ever wanted
But now without you I'm a soul forever haunted
Can't help but feel that I had taken you for granted
No way in hell that I can ever comprehend this.
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